[00:00.00] 作曲 : mxmtoon[00:44.40]How does it feel[00:46.69]To feel nothing at all I wonder[00:54.68]I imagine it's grey[00:57.45]Like the world suddenly lost its color[01:05.72]But I'd be lying if I said[01:09.30]I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times[01:13.28]To feel nothing[01:15.94]Cause feelings are painful[01:18.65]And I don't wanna suffer through[01:21.08]All those moments without you[01:24.19]When I lost you[01:27.05]Anger and sadness they're always there[01:30.66]They're always pretty rough to cope with[01:37.87]Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart[01:42.05]I wish I could start again[01:48.63]But I know that there's the other side[01:51.39]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it[01:59.58]And when I do I'll be[02:03.62]So better for the rest[02:06.25]So much better in my chest[02:08.97]Can you feel can you feel[02:33.89]And when you do you'll be[02:37.41]So happy that you felt[02:54.11]But I know that there's the other side[02:57.00]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it[03:05.07]And I used to think[03:07.78]That being numb would ease the pain[03:10.32]But I was wrong I was so wrong[03:17.10]It's just better to feel and know you're alive[03:20.34]While reminding yourself that it's temporary[03:22.91]Oh it won't last for long