[00:31.07]A deep numbness has completely overwhelmed this beaten carcass[00:40.87]Heaviness weighs down on fractured bones, fractured thoughts[00:48.43]Severe insomnia teasing at every negativity[00:55.91]Neglecting past trauma with a darkened reality[01:00.99]Masking sickness with unimaginable torture[01:05.65]The horrible thoughts that I perceive[01:11.19]Mutilate what's around me[01:15.06]I cleanse in the annihilation[01:21.59]I cleanse in the annihilation[01:27.55]Nervousness and uncertainty[01:38.30]Worriment and misery[01:42.00]Scrape at the inside of my head[01:45.46]And carve endless images of damnation[01:49.65]In my mind[01:51.73]Will I ever be at ease[01:56.89]All I want is a ****ing mind at peac[02:00.47]The tremors keep me awake at night[02:08.81]I'm losing any sign of light[02:18.72]A feeling of surrender[02:22.68]My body goes numb and my vision expires[02:28.70]Slipping into oblivion in panic[02:33.28]Will forever be embedded in my haunted memory[02:54.62]Completely lost in the darkest state of hysteria and helplessness[03:00.78]The world vividly crumbles around me[03:14.18]The walls caving in make the hallucinations extremely violent[03:24.44]I am learning but not accepting that this is where cross over[03:31.30]Am I answered or just an empty shell of nothingness[03:38.83]Oh higher power, give this a purpose