barefoot - Guardin.mp3

[00:10.555] Hey you
[00:11.881] Why you mad at me?
[00:13.157] I've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
[00:15.716] I could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
[00:18.312] If the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
[00:21.229] Hey you
[00:23.037] Whatchu wanna be?
[00:24.035] I remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
[00:26.659] Back when we were struggling off 89 a week
[00:29.384] When the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
[00:32.152] When the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
[00:34.920] And i was acting like i gave a **** but no one ****ed with me
[00:37.663] When the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
[00:40.066] I got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas
[00:43.251] Yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
[00:45.704] When i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
[00:48.044] Guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
[00:51.069] All the work i've put into it paying off by 23
[00:54.236] Thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
[00:56.546] When you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
[00:59.530] You could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
[01:02.096] Self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
[01:04.832] You could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
[01:07.631] I've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
[01:10.375] Never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
[01:12.849] I put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep
[01:15.809] Back in 2017 i plotted out my death
[01:18.374] Tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
[01:21.137] If you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
[01:23.856] Check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
[01:26.420] Googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
[01:29.416] Every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
[01:31.929] Saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
[01:34.654] It's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name
[01:37.525] It's hilarious how mother****ers profit off an act
[01:40.241] You ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
[01:42.952] You're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
[01:45.532] Yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
[01:49.540] Guess this is a wrap
[01:51.347] **** you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
[01:53.828] This ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
[01:56.578] In the face of all these influencers actin like they sad