[00:00.000] 作词 : Avril 14th[00:00.479] 作曲 : Avril 14th[00:00.958] 编曲 : Avril 14th[00:01.437]Why is this so hard[00:03.958]This is so sick[00:05.493]Like why is this so hard[00:06.249]Just say it.[00:07.256][00:09.033]I'm not doing great.[00:11.570]In fact, I can't remember the last time I felt this BAD.[00:15.913]I think I'm having...I think I'm going through another depressive episode.[00:29.844][00:31.374]Why am I getting so emotional?[01:02.276]Like nothing has happened.[01:02.276]Eventually overnight,[01:04.579]I went from being completely fine[01:05.840]To feeling really really low.[01:08.626]Out of nowhere.[01:10.155][01:10.922]And.[01:12.680]It's not...I'm not sad.[01:15.505]I know it's not just being sad, because...[01:17.774]Cus nothing in my life has happened for me to be sad.[01:23.828][01:30.437]There's nothing that's changed, in the last two days.[01:37.813]That's caused me to feel this way.[01:41.111]And I recognize these feelings...[01:44.148]These feelings are the feelings I had when back when I was really really depressed.[01:47.696]And it scars ME.[01:48.724][01:51.772]And I always...[01:53.526]There was always that fear in the back of my head, that it would come back.