My Rise - Sik World.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:14.660]Yeah, fake people in my life, they're all around me
[00:17.960]And fake love seems to be all they're offering
[00:19.940]Bottom feeders in disguise tryna harm me
[00:21.770]Paranoia's the only thing it's caused me
[00:23.860]I feel so alone on this path I'm walking
[00:25.740]It's just me and god and we keep on talking
[00:27.520]I'm begging him please get these demons off me
[00:29.710]Can't fight them anymore cuz it's exhausting
[00:31.700]I just wanna feel normal without trauma attached
[00:33.320]I just wanna feel my heart a piece of its detached
[00:35.540]I just wanna feel some real love that isn't an act
[00:37.570]I just wanna feel alive and snap out of this trance
[00:39.610]These ups and downs, overwhelm, until I collapse
[00:41.310]There's no one to talk to, so I spill in my raps
[00:43.560]I'm missing the old me, somebody bring him back
[00:45.590]In search of anyone sharing these feeling I have, damn
[00:48.070]Misfortunes to fortunes "inspiring"
[00:49.620]They say just be happy, I tried to be
[00:51.550]I think my systems needs re-wiring
[00:53.770]Cuz every other day I am spiraling
[00:55.780]In a dark abyss and it feels like home
[00:57.690]Cuz it's the only place that I've known
[00:59.390]Suppressing my feeling that I don't show
[01:01.400]Until I'm bitter and I self loath damn, yeah, look
[01:03.540]Yeah, I been broken
[01:05.840]But look who I became, yeah I been chosen
[01:07.560]I manifested my dreams and I'm still goin
[01:09.550]I'm passing up everybody from school that I've grown with
[01:11.920]So when you diss I'm convince, that you don't know shit
[01:13.540]You spent time at the bars, well I spent mine devoted
[01:15.790]To my craft and skills, I doubled down and I honed them
[01:17.750]Now I'm on the rise, and y'all look so hopeless
[01:20.260]So despite my feelings of depression
[01:21.800]Inside my hell lies a lesson
[01:23.260]You can visualize your dreams and manifest them
[01:25.300]Just realize that your mind is a weapon
[01:27.280]And sometimes it can flip any second
[01:29.270]It can make the strongest ones feel threatened
[01:31.310]It can make the alive ones feel deaden
[01:33.060]Point is the mind shapes you if you let it
[01:35.930]Started from the bottom, my dream was feeling impossible
[01:37.760]But now I'm at a level where I am feeling unstoppable
[01:39.640]The fruits of my labor are here and they taste phenomenal
[01:41.700]Breaking all of my records while breaking thru every obstacle
[01:43.740]Coulda quit a long time ago, but that just isn't in me
[01:45.670]Cuz even when I am losing, I always feel like winning
[01:47.560]Whenever I hit the end, I'm excited for new beginnings
[01:49.440]Inspired by my potential, my drives an ultimate feeling
[01:51.450]I'm breaking thru every ceiling, my music is the new healing
[01:53.590]I used to hate saying goodbye, but now I am screaming good riddance
[01:55.600]To anybody or critic, who doesn't fit in my vision
[01:57.530]I always remain persistent, found purpose to my existence
[01:59.490]Don't value people's opinions, I value moments I'm living
[02:01.350]Was mentally in a prison, so breaking out was the mission
[02:03.520]God really granted permission and put me in this position
[02:05.400]He's guiding all my decisions, I'm feeling high in my spirits, I'm
[02:07.490]Preaching things that a pastor don't preach
[02:10.260]Teaching things that a teacher don't teach
[02:12.110]They really thought I would fall and sink
[02:14.230]But I haven't even hit my peak
[02:15.900]And I won't stop climbing until I reach
[02:17.780]The summit, look down and all I see
[02:19.610]Is those who doubted all underneath
[02:21.570]What a view, ooh that's the view I need, I
[02:24.200]Can manifest every single thing I imagine
[02:25.720]I wouldn't know this life if didn't pursue my passion
[02:27.680]I'm writing this on a flight, while I'm staring down at planet
[02:29.640]Realizing that I'm alone but this solitude had to happen
[02:31.390]My friends were holding me back, I cut em off and I vanished
[02:33.690]They didn't wanna evolve, they were to content being stagnant
[02:35.670]They were heading towards a dead end, I had foresight they were lacking
[02:37.610]Now I am living their dreams, they see me now and can't stand it, I
[02:40.140]Guess they didn't believe
[02:41.840]Envy in the air when they see me achieve
[02:43.930]RIP your goals, I'm watching all of you grieve
[02:45.910]Money can't buy you levels that I've reached
[02:48.080]But clown me, diss me, oh well
[02:49.940]My success reminds you, you failed
[02:51.840]I can tell, keep crying, dog
[02:54.060]Can't look down, when I'm rising, dog
[02:57.590]Yeah, haha
[03:01.320]Yeah, yeah
[03:02.290]Can't look down when I'm rising, dog
[03:04.150]Can't look down when I'm rising, dog
[03:07.250]My rise