[00:01.764]Stuck in my own bed[00:04.025]Trapped in these cardboard walls[00:06.774]I see all these faces[00:08.995]And they don't see me at all[00:11.786]I miss the old days[00:14.132]Where time didn't disappear[00:16.911]We talked about our future[00:18.901]And how we'd get out of here[00:21.011]Sick of feeling like I'm dead[00:23.055]Sick of fighting my eyelids[00:25.539]Sick of hearing these sirens[00:27.927]All I want is some silence[00:30.496]Shh[00:31.096]If I'm the life of the party[00:34.616]Why do I stay home[00:37.139]Why do I stay home[00:41.085]If everyone says they love me[00:44.376]Why do I feel low[00:47.170]As dead as my phone[00:50.841]I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie[00:52.942]Don't wanna lie here in this hell[00:56.039]I don't wanna try don't wanna try[00:57.954]Don't wanna try all by myself[01:00.713]Cuz[01:01.203]If I'm the life of the party[01:04.947]Why do I stay home[01:07.218]Why do I stay home[01:11.747]I'm ghost of my hometown[01:14.240]Where everything stayed the same[01:16.753]Was king of the playground[01:18.902]But now I just waste my days[01:21.644]Worried about income[01:24.334]When eveyone seems so paid[01:26.703]Is this the outcome[01:29.313]Of not trying to act my age[01:31.042]Sick of feeling like I'm dead[01:32.901]Sick of fighting my eyelids[01:35.396]Sick of hearing these sirens[01:38.026]All I want is some silence[01:40.290]Shh[01:41.023]If I'm the life of the party[01:44.487]Why do I stay home[01:46.871]Why do I stay home[01:51.200]If everyone says they love me[01:54.623]Why do I feel low[01:57.127]As dead as my phone[02:00.962]I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie[02:02.986]Don't wanna lie here in this hell[02:05.984]I don't wanna try don't wanna try[02:08.003]Don't wanna try all by myself[02:10.536]Cuz[02:11.105]If I'm the life of the party[02:14.537]Why do I stay home[02:16.936]Why do I stay home[02:21.106]Gloomy I'mma live my life[02:23.425]Feeling gloomy[02:24.847]It's better than feeling[02:26.279]Nothing at all nothing at all[02:28.623]Nothing at all nothing at all[02:31.638]Gloomy I'mma live my life[02:33.998]Feeling gloomy[02:35.403]It's better than feeling[02:36.917]Nothing at all nothing at all[02:39.444]Nothing at all nothing at all[02:44.702]If I'm the life of the party[02:48.265]Why do I stay home[02:50.620]Why do I stay home[02:54.717]If eveyone says they love me[02:58.115]Why do I feel low[03:00.754]As dead as my phone[03:05.028]I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie[03:06.563]Don't wanna lie here in this hell[03:09.540]I don't wanna try don't wanna try[03:11.556]Don't wanna try all by myself[03:14.003]Cuz[03:14.617]If I'm the life of the party[03:17.948]Why do I stay home[03:20.555]Why do I stay home