Envy/Love - 番茄酱中酱.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : 番茄酱中酱
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 番茄酱中酱
[00:03.840]We have the same hobby
[00:07.458]We love the same series
[00:10.998]I long for your glimpse
[00:13.492]Yet loathe you so deeply
[00:17.224]Everything I can do you do far better
[00:20.700]Everything you say seems to be so much cooler
[00:24.030]Do you recognize my face? Do you still remember my name?
[00:27.840]You leave me so bittersweet like a high school- er
[00:32.340]When you turn to someone else
[00:34.500]My skin itches and my bones ache sore
[00:38.040]When you look me in the eyes
[00:41.340]I wanna curl up and hide
[00:45.450]I crave you, I hate you
[00:51.600]Torn between being you or being with you
[00:58.530]Sometimes it makes me wanna die
[01:02.850]I wonder if you’ ll ever cry
[01:05.160]Was it envy? Was it love?
[01:14.640]I don’ t have a clue
[01:17.730]There are only two scenarios in my dreams
[01:20.640]Either we share the same bed
[01:22.440]I sip the morning coffee in your shirt
[01:24.870]Or we are enemies for life
[01:27.570]Endlessly torturing each other
[01:30.090]Till the day we die
[01:31.350]I am the victim of your tricks, bruised by your kindness
[01:34.860]Try to rip your perfect mask, my guitar is the only witness
[01:38.370]But I helplessly fell for your charm just like everybody else
[01:42.510]Please don’ t talk to nobody else
[01:45.540]I clumsily mimic your every smile and every move
[01:48.840]I copied your style which made me look like a fool
[01:52.740]I stole your aesthetic while despise that too
[01:56.190]I hate how you always just shrink and say you don’ t care
[01:58.680]Cause I do
[01:59.430]Hate you, but I crave you
[02:05.670]Torn between being you or being with you
[02:10.620]Sometimes it makes me wanna die
[02:16.950]I wonder if you’ ll ever cry
[02:19.290]Was it envy? Was it love?
[02:27.630]I don’ t have a clue
[02:28.050]Was it envy or hate, love or my grave
[02:31.290]Will you hang out with me will you call it a date
[02:34.680]Was it blood on the plate, were we decreed by fate
[02:38.400]Too much of a coward to confess
[02:40.140]So I wrote this song to say
[02:42.360]Was I too sentimental or was I just delusional
[02:46.110]I wanna pry into your wounds, dig up your every scandal
[02:49.590]I wanna know if those scars ever itch and if those voices ever sting
[02:54.060]You made me stop being faithful
[02:56.160]How can it be hate when I’ m dying to stay
[02:59.550]How can it be crave when I’ m pushing you away
[03:03.270]A Marry, Kiss or Kill game that you’ ll never play
[03:06.270]So maybe we should just stay this way