[00:00.000] 作曲 : Nick Cave/Warren Ellis[00:00.540][00:22.180]Henry, sorry for not writing in so long[00:24.870]But Things have been less than great here lately[00:28.550]I think I’ve been depressed, maybe a little in shock[00:31.480]I don’t know if you’ve heard[00:33.040]But they’ve moved me to another prison[00:34.540]This one is a super maximum security unit[00:36.410][00:37.470]First, the state police came rushing in on us at 2 o’clock in the morning[00:41.590]With m16 assault rifles and attack dogs[00:43.340][00:44.270]They got everyone out of bed[00:46.020]Chained us all up and brought us here[00:48.080][00:48.700]This is the same prison where Jason and Jesse are[00:51.140]But we’re in different parts[00:53.010]Here, I’m in complete and total isolation 24 hours a day[00:56.880]I’m in a concrete room with a solid steel door[00:59.810]There’s a drain in the floor[01:01.810]And a water spout in the wall[01:03.120]That’s how you wash or take a shower[01:04.870]You never even get to go out into the sun here[01:07.920]Not to mention, they had a huge budget cut[01:10.480]So the first thing they sliced was the food[01:12.600][01:13.290]I’m not even allowed to have an ink pen[01:16.100]I’m writing with a filler tube from inside a pen[01:18.470]Which is why my handwriting’s atrocious[01:20.650]I haven’t really felt depressed in the truest sense of the word[01:24.470]But all I’ve done is lie in bed sleeping day and night[01:27.530]Now, I’m adjusting[01:28.660]You can adapt to almost anything given enough time[01:31.780][01:33.030]Two days ago my appeal was denied[01:34.460]Shot down by the Arkanas Supreme Court[01:38.520]Everyone has always told me to expect it[01:40.450]And if any help comes, it will be from the Federal Court[01:44.690]But when I saw this decision in the news[01:46.820]I still had the feeling in my stomach that I was falling[01:49.250][01:50.060]I’m getting scared Henry[01:52.000]I can’t tell anyone else that[01:54.060]Cos everyone here wants me to be fearless and to have no doubts[01:57.860]Not all bad news though[01:59.730][02:00.360]I’ll be seeing my son Seth soon[02:02.790]He’ll be coming for a week-long visit at the 1st of January[02:05.350]He just turned ten years old[02:07.530][02:08.090]And is still hard to believe[02:09.850]Especially when I hear him call me Dad[02:11.900][02:12.900]I haven’t got used to that[02:15.020]I’m really looking forward to it though[02:17.080][02:17.710]I’ll close for now but will be in touch soon[02:20.330][02:20.830]Lorri and Jay are discussing what strategy to use from here[02:23.630][02:24.200]I’ll keep you posted[02:25.440]Damien