[00:00.000] 作词 : x16x[00:01.000] 作曲 : x16x[00:02.000] 编曲 : x16x[00:13.605]They gave me a Bible, said “believe and behave.”[00:22.470]But I was raised where prayers echo off bricks,[00:24.651]and survival preaches louder than any priest.[00:27.228]So what’s holy in a world like this?[00:31.846]I was born between a scripture and a cigarette,[00:34.316]Mama quoted Psalms while dodgin’ debt.[00:37.272]Pops said, “God helps those who grind,”[00:40.346]So I memorized Proverbs between nickel-and-dimes.[00:43.513]Sunday suits, Monday bloodstains,[00:46.504]Tryna find God under city rain.[00:49.134]They say “turn the other cheek”—I tried,[00:51.700]But the streets don’t forgive, they multiply.[00:54.592]Cross on my neck but a blade in the boot,[00:57.569]Prayin’ with cracked knuckles, still lookin’ for truth.[01:00.008]What’s “righteous” when your stomach screams?[01:02.822]And the world sells hope in broken dreams?[01:05.636]They say “faith moves mountains,” but I move bricks,[01:08.644]Not cocaine—just the weight of sh*t I can’t fix.[01:11.406]I believe in love, but rent is real,[01:13.864]And no scripture paid my overdue bills.[01:16.617]They baptized me, told me I’m clean,[01:19.471]But I woke up next day still trapped in the machine.[01:22.125]Saints on the walls, demons in my head,[01:25.135]And the realest sh*t I learned came from the dead.[01:27.580]One hand on the mic, other one on doubt,[01:30.327]I rap like confession—tryna bleed it out.[01:33.058]Church ain’t a building, it’s a state of mind,[01:35.936]And the devil shows up right on time.[01:38.726]Bible in my left, real life in my right,[01:41.637]Walk that line in the darkest night.[01:44.175]Prayin’ don’t pay, but I still kneel—[01:47.051]‘Cause sometimes hope’s the only thing that feels real.[01:49.613]Forgive me, Lord, if I’ve lost my way,[01:52.911]But I’m tryna build truth in a world of gray.[01:55.196]And if heaven got a list—I hope they see[01:57.913]I spit this verse like a liturgy.[02:00.630]I don’t quote John 3:16 no more,[02:03.699]I write Psalms in chalk on the liquor store floor.[02:06.232]“Thou shall not kill,” but I killed my pride,[02:08.990]Left it bleeding at the corner where my dreams died.[02:11.752]Angels wear hoodies in my zip code,[02:14.453]Preachin’ through beats, not a pulpit code.[02:17.301]If love is divine, then pain is too,[02:20.161]And truth ain’t clean—it’s bruised and blue.[02:23.011]So I don’t fake halos or chase no crown,[02:25.479]Just walk with the rhythm of this ****ed-up town.[02:28.350]One verse at a time, one scar per seal,[02:31.193]Tryna find God in what's broken—but real.[02:35.379]I don't need a mansion in the sky.[02:37.977]Just a reason to breathe, and a beat to survive.[02:41.832]This is my gospel.[02:45.399]Pt5... and I'm still writin'.