pathetic (feat. residential.) - heylog/biteki.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : residential ./hey log
[00:01.000] 作曲 : residential ./hey log
[00:24.198]The veins in my skin pop out when I'm warm
[00:27.133]I handle a blade and point to my arm
[00:30.070]Oh, she'd be upset if I put it through
[00:32.982]I'll put it away but only for you
[00:36.198]Well this time you won, you proud of yourself
[00:39.120]I put us down, no need to be held
[00:42.067]I've suffered too long in my mental state
[00:45.248]I'm harming myself, does it look like I'm okay?
[00:47.903]I said you were right
[00:49.506]And I'm sorry, just know I'm not bright
[00:52.418]Or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
[00:55.352]'Til they're blue and to where I can't see
[00:58.269]Now they're swollen, I'm blind in my view
[01:01.196]And now everyday feel like I lose
[01:04.118]But I'm trying to cope without you
[01:07.585]And it's hard, oh baby it's hard
[01:10.509]So wish mе your luck and your regards
[01:23.455]It drips from my forearm to my shirt
[01:26.648]Watching the blood fall is thе worst
[01:29.561]Ignore all of your calls 'cause I've learned
[01:32.484]I made it a full year without her
[01:35.426]I listen to nonsense on a basis
[01:38.615]It's all in my head and it's my favorite
[01:41.802]I kept them around for entertainment
[01:44.739]I choose to stay private and faceless
[01:47.930]Don't text me
[01:49.784]Don't call me
[01:51.110]I've witness autopsy
[01:54.048]Don't come home
[01:55.385]I won't be here
[01:56.972]I left so it's sincere
[01:59.900]A lot's on my mind
[02:01.749]Like my future and maybe a wife
[02:04.407]And I wonder if music's my prize
[02:07.606]It's the only thing going for me
[02:10.253]Been a week since I've gone outside
[02:13.460]I'm pathetic it sums up my life
[02:16.382]Forgot her and God, it's about time
[02:19.305]And something that I can't help but think
[02:22.230]If you're disappointed in me
[02:35.526]Tell me what you find
[02:38.441]Deep inside her eyes
[02:41.368]'Cause she used to be kind
[02:44.553]Until she lost her mind'
[02:48.500]Blade in the basement
[02:49.822]I'm high but I'm anxious
[02:51.145]I'm snapping back the hat when I am next in the rotation
[02:54.356]Thought I found myself but I'm in dissociation
[02:57.279]Love being alone but I don't **** with isolation
[03:00.475]Quarter ounce
[03:02.864]Pack it up and take me out
[03:05.542]You said I'd be better now
[03:08.727]But all I got are pills around
[03:11.653]Where the **** you've been at?
[03:15.631](Where the **** you've been at?)
[03:16.968]You left your nail marks on my back
[03:21.227](You left your nail marks on my back)
[03:23.351]Now I'm going too fast
[03:25.485](Going too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast)
[03:29.194]But I can't help but think about the past
[03:34.423]I just smoked what was left in the bag
[03:37.886](I just smoked what's left, I just smoked what's left)
[03:40.315]And I really don't mind if I crash
[03:46.386](I just smoked what's left)