[00:00.000] 作词 : Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo[00:01.000] 作曲 : Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo[00:14.083] I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May[00:17.625] One phone call from you and my entire world was changed[00:21.358] Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers[00:25.028] You took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers[00:28.789] And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did[00:32.236] But I hold on to every detail like my life depends on it[00:36.546] My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge[00:40.019] And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough[00:42.466][00:43.453] And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream[00:47.201] How could anybody do the things you did so easily?[00:50.885] And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine[00:54.834] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long[01:02.469] It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong[01:05.540][01:09.115] The arguments that I have won against you in my head[01:12.841] In the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed[01:16.257] Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty[01:20.205] And I fantasize about a time you're a little ****ing sorry[01:24.137] And I try to understand why you would do this all to me[01:27.557] You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy[01:31.580] And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people[01:35.404] And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal[01:38.154][01:38.934] And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream[01:42.611] How could anybody do the things you did so easily?[01:46.262] And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine[01:50.234] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long[01:57.334] It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong[02:01.027][02:04.657] Ooh, do you think I deserved it all?[02:12.202] Ooh, your flower's filled with vitriol[02:19.051] You built me up to watch me fall[02:22.861] You have everything and you still want more[02:26.387][02:26.872] I try to be tough, I try to be mean[02:30.674] But even after all this, you're still everything to me[02:34.236] And I know you don't care, I guess that's fine[02:38.434] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long[02:45.527] It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet[02:53.519] It takes strength to forgive, but