[00:00.161]BRUCE:[00:00.412]I ****ing love beginnings[00:02.478]Flying high![00:04.808]It's hard to know where to start[00:06.499]It's all so fast[00:07.785]I'm trying not to spin[00:09.857]I guess I'm older[00:11.675]And it's harder when you're older to begin[00:22.387]Peeling plaster[00:23.696]Sagging roof[00:24.736]Two missing stairs[00:26.039]A buckled wall[00:27.610]I'm fired up to do this[00:30.342]But on my own it all…[00:32.622]So much damage[00:33.924]Broken windows[00:35.490]Pipes are shit[00:36.533]Crap veneer[00:38.275]It's hours later[00:39.832]Jesus, I'm still standing here[00:43.721]Still standing here[00:48.448]But when the sunlight hits the parlor wall[00:53.437]At certain times of day[00:56.844]I see how fine this house could be[01:01.027]I see it so damn clear![01:06.028]What's the matter?[01:08.832]Why am I standing here?[01:16.646]Bad foundation[01:18.433]Twisting floorboards[01:19.737]Shoddy pipes[01:21.045]Gaping hole[01:22.330]It's a lot[01:24.351]It's a lot to keep under control[01:27.876]Something's cracking[01:28.844]Something's rotting[01:30.164]Piles of ruin and debris[01:33.660]Killing me[01:34.440]Crushing me[01:35.668]Pushing me![01:36.626]But when the sunlight hits the parlor wall[01:41.500]At certain times of day[01:44.626]I see how fine this house could be[01:48.968]I see it so damn clear![01:53.687]What's the matter?[01:57.104]Why am I standing here?[02:02.351]Dear Al, I'm scared[02:04.982]I had a life I thought I understood[02:08.828]I took it and I squeezed out every bit of life I could[02:13.290]But the edges of the world that held me up have gone away[02:19.556]And I'm falling into nothingness[02:23.437]Or flying into something so sublime[02:28.169]And I'm[02:30.806]A man I don't know[02:32.641]Who am I now?[02:33.158]Where do I go?[02:34.199]I can't go back[02:35.507]I can't find my way through[02:38.381]I might still break a heart or two![02:44.923]But when the sunlight hits the parlor wall[02:50.146]At certain times of day[02:53.822]I see how fine this house could be[02:57.994]I see it so damn clear![03:02.847]Oh my god[03:06.009]Why am I standing here?!?