[00:00.000] 作词 : 洛凡Rephan/JOC3LYN[00:01.000] 作曲 : 洛凡Rephan/JOC3LYN[00:13.170]后期:江波[00:15.924]Jo:[00:16.923]All alone thinking bout youth[00:18.921]How did I pass that through[00:20.929]With conflicts and sorrow someone did that too[00:25.422]I went wrong they made me to[00:27.419]Be the one who’s confused[00:29.427]Keel on the ground cry like a dog but no one save me wuu[00:33.176]In illusion girls like me are like flowers in bloom[00:37.429]Fact is desperation’s with me reminiscing bout you[00:41.921]Imma need hope, imma need hope,hope, hope[00:49.176]Rephan:[00:50.930]你看 活着 的代价[00:52.927]站在 人生 的台下[00:55.179]看着 台上 的他们[00:57.175]逆天改命变成赛亚人[00:59.174]一直在问 我也一直在问[01:01.426]也怀疑 怀疑自己太笨[01:04.349]胡同里 只能自相矛盾[01:05.603]得不出的结论让我生命一刻也不停止爆发的燥[01:08.343]难道是我天生不信命 无止尽的固执后才换来自己命不好[01:11.849]慢慢放弃思考 忍受着野兽撕咬[01:13.847]难道我不开始祈祷 以后就要上街乞讨[01:16.097]难道做个无神论者 凡事都得跪着[01:18.094]只是无比渴望自由 身边人都疯了[01:20.348]都在盼着 他们一个两个都在盼着[01:22.345]摧毁我想要的 然后杀了我所爱的 把我废了[01:28.527]困:[01:29.525]喂 洛凡 这个故事他们听懂了吗?[01:33.277]Rephan:[01:33.776]没有[01:35.528]困:[01:36.029]那她呢 她会怎么选择?[01:40.279]Jo:[01:41.277]选择不重要 活得好才好[01:45.524]主角不重要 故事却很糟[01:50.275]听谁说是谁说管谁说I’m ****ed up[01:54.523]拍上门关上灯躺上床new life won’t come[01:58.275]Rephan:[01:58.774]故事说到这里你们也许还会疑惑[02:02.524]相信我 这个经过不是谁的过错[02:06.775]广阔的沙漠飘下名叫堕落的花朵[02:11.022]谁不想把这幻境给击破[02:15.527]一路平坦走向凄惨只剩下苟延和残喘[02:17.781]总是让我听一听 可我只想要静一静[02:19.779]一个个的假惺惺背后在说我神经病[02:22.029]我已经都记不清也逐渐变得看不清[02:24.026]说到这里 大脑逐渐开始混乱[02:26.280]记忆变得模糊 不需要强扭的改观[02:28.277]不管走到什么地步 都是自己选的路[02:30.274]就算最后沦陷 我也不需要你们的评判[02:32.525]Jo:[02:32.782]Question is do you have value[02:35.033]I said no[02:37.030]Problem is will you ever hold me[02:39.026]They said no[02:40.782]She’s deniable unreliable without your trust[02:45.029]Questionable sensational covered in crust[02:50.281]Copy what I’m saying[02:52.532]Come on and rescue me[02:54.528]Hello me and my friends[02:56.781]We have been here waiting[02:58.778]自己的选择不再不堪入目[03:03.027]最后的结果不能代表结束[03:06.533]Rephan&Jo:[03:06.778]要怎么做才能够得到外界的关注[03:08.275]It’s dark dark inside[03:08.776]要怎么做才能够得到好运的眷顾[03:10.784]No light to shine[03:11.027]要怎么做才能够看清你们的面目[03:13.034]Might need sunlight[03:13.534]我不想浪费天赋把这心脏变得坚固[03:21.035]Hold me tight