[00:00.000] 作词 : Really Introverted Producer[00:00.970] 作曲 : Really Introverted Producer[00:01.941]"An apple a day keeps the doctor away,"[00:04.106]That's what everybody says.[00:06.178]But salicylates turn on my fight or flight,[00:08.382]so I'm better off in bed[00:10.443][00:10.806]With a body of norm, and the cells that you don,[00:12.964]your average hemoglobin count[00:15.011]The tetany overtakes me![00:16.886]I wanna be okay, but the odds I really doubt[00:19.711][00:38.843]Stop giving advice[00:40.004]You don't know what it's like[00:41.109]Being stuck with my disease[00:43.238]When help you're denied 'cause they say it's benign[00:45.397]But you're chronically fatigued[00:47.578]Now my throat's full of flies[00:48.836]But I eat it despite[00:49.756]The overload of histamines[00:51.882]It's gonna be kinda tricky![00:53.875]Why don’t you try and fix me?[00:56.125][00:56.598]"You're doing well!"[00:57.571]No, I'm feeling like hell[00:58.658]But I cannot say too much[01:00.804]Thinking I'm in good health[01:01.969]Now I'm covered in welts[01:03.068]From my mast cells flaring up[01:05.201]Curling in on myself[01:06.275]'Cause there's nobody else[01:07.384]Who gets so easily undone[01:09.582]The look of it isn't pretty![01:11.095]As anyone can see, I'm a tragedy![01:13.718][01:14.158]Invisible disability?[01:15.975]It's rather visible to me[01:18.231]An illness like this goes very far[01:20.298]Beneath the skin[01:22.741]My arms are looking like bathroom walls[01:24.738]There's something stuck inside my lungs[01:27.174]You cannot comprehend the pain I'm in![01:30.075][01:31.329]Oh![01:31.890]I am a medical anomaly[01:36.598]There's something seriously wrong with me![01:40.624]And every day there's something new to note[01:44.943]I'm losing sight of my entelechy[01:47.772][01:49.069]"Look what we have in store!"[01:49.922]"Yes, I've seen it before!"[01:50.955]"I can get you back on top”[01:53.126]"Just don't overextend, get some rest in your bed, and then that will make it stop”[01:57.340][01:57.840]I don't feel the effects[01:58.720]Is it all in my head?[01:59.723]Maybe I need a bigger dose[02:01.894]Was any of this deserving?[02:04.067]Is that why it’s not working?![02:06.075][02:06.774]"In a short time you'll be asleep, just take a breath and count to three”[02:10.488]The tourniquet’s tied so tightly[02:12.528]All around my limbs[02:15.006]And every day they're drawing blood[02:17.232]There are mushrooms growing in my lungs[02:19.459]I'm waiting for the ending to begin[02:22.416][02:23.477]Oh![02:24.163][02:24.461]I am a medical anomaly[02:28.552]Unknown, mysterious biology[02:32.902]Symptoms come from the places no one knows[02:37.340]My body doesn't function normally[02:39.825][02:41.691]I am a medical anomaly[02:46.038]"There's nothing wrong with you that I can see!"[02:50.398]I don't know how much longer I can go[02:54.786]I'm ripped apart by my repellency[02:57.523][02:59.219]I am a medical anomaly[03:03.496]I'm turning into a monstrosity[03:07.838]Another day I've been misdiagnosed[03:12.103]You better try to treat me properly[03:14.883][03:16.060]A C.A.T. scan, a nasal rinse,[03:18.296]The biopsies and I.V. drips[03:20.518]The medicine is flowing underneath my skin[03:24.813]They've given me every type of drug,[03:27.110]there are sticks and stones inside my guts[03:29.250]They do not know what kind of pain I'm in[03:32.162][03:34.039]The doctors don't know what to do with me[03:38.385]Somebody tell me what is wrong with me![03:41.493][03:42.747]Yeah, I’m that medical anomaly[03:45.415](I’m an anomaly)[03:47.183]There's something rotten that's inside of me[03:49.879](Inside of me)[03:51.531]And all these things I’ve had to undergo[03:55.655]They've all meant absolutely nothing[04:00.407]I am the medical anomaly[04:02.938](I’m the anomaly)[04:04.604]Lost in my own peculiarity[04:07.294](You're scared of me)[04:08.902]I feel like I’m already decomposed[04:14.418]Just let the mold become a part of me!