[00:00.000] 作词 : Tsuki酱[00:00.348] 作曲 : Tsuki酱[00:00.697]混音:geNcoO[00:10.575]verse1:[00:11.414]what i should do what define as true[00:22.795]那些随风摇曳的发丝[00:25.596]刻入我心底的字词[00:28.367]在出生那一刻被无意的唤起[00:31.206]如同陷入了沉郁泥潭的躯体[00:34.018]Every night说着无法挣脱的枷锁[00:36.908]close my eyes说我犯了无可弥补的错[00:39.900]what can i say[00:40.965]i say dun want play[00:41.882]It's already too late[00:42.791]hook:[00:43.206]我到底怎么才能摆脱我的过[00:46.988]我该怎么做[00:49.908]被击破 肆意剥夺[00:54.602]根本没有地方藏躲[00:56.526]爱使人脆弱[00:57.905]泪变得更浑浊[00:59.364]活还是执着[01:00.878]在脑海不断重播[01:02.261]不断原地暂停[01:03.725]肌肤凝结碎冰[01:05.137]却等不到迎来的黎明[01:07.737]verse2:[01:08.076]挣扎破茧的蝴蝶[01:10.946]感觉翅膀不断被撕裂[01:13.714]梦想希望反复的破灭[01:16.268]让人无法释怀的离别[01:19.180]还记得那年冬天[01:20.591]妈妈说没有关联[01:22.062]放弃唯一眷恋[01:23.409]抑制在内心里面[01:24.704]满布伤痕去惩罚自己的亏欠[01:27.410]hook:[01:27.758]我到底怎么才能摆脱我的过[01:32.127]我该怎么做[01:34.994]被击破 肆意剥夺[01:39.616]根本没有地方藏躲[01:41.667]爱使人脆弱[01:43.089]泪变得更浑浊[01:44.538]活还是执着[01:45.999]在脑海不断重播[01:47.397]不断原地暂停[01:49.151]肌肤凝结碎冰[01:50.189]却等不到迎来的黎明[01:53.989]outro:[01:57.087]i see my mind[02:00.859]without my cry[02:04.021]i hate my life