[00:00.00] 作词 : Marina Lin[00:01.00] 作曲 : Marina Lin[00:14.89] This isn’t easy[00:18.77] I don’t know how and what to feel[00:22.74] Keeping busy[00:26.71] It does the job but it doesn’t heal[00:30.61] My mind is a fire[00:34.63] And I’m burning love away[00:38.50] It’s getting harder to feel[00:42.93] And they all say[00:46.77] You need to take care of yourself my darling[00:54.58] But they don’t know how it feels to be broken[01:02.56] I can’t help it I feel numb[01:06.70] I’ll wait for the waves to leave and come[01:10.55] I think I’m breaking[01:14.50] I’m a mess in the making[01:19.86] Mmm mmm[01:22.65] A mess in the making[01:27.81] Mmm mmm[01:30.98] I’m getting tired[01:34.33] Of the same old feeling in my chest[01:38.80] I’m not a liar[01:42.56] But I got secrets I can’t confess[01:46.64] Don’t say you love me[01:50.68] Cause I don’t understand those words[01:54.63] It’s getting harder to feel[01:58.66] And they all say[02:02.88] You need to take care of your health my darling[02:10.64] But they don’t know how it feels to be broken[02:18.56] I can’t help it I feel numb[02:22.22] I’ll wait for the waves to leave and come[02:27.03] I think I’m breaking[02:30.43] I’m a mess in the making[02:35.66] Mmm mmm[02:38.71] A mess in the making[02:43.69] Mmm mmm[02:47.04] I’m holding on a tightrope[02:51.70] And know I’m not coming home[02:55.55] Hurting, searching[02:59.79] You know I’m not coming home[03:02.81] This isn’t easy[03:06.60] I don’t know how and what to feel[03:10.77] Keeping busy[03:14.52] It does the job but it doesn’t heal