[00:00.000] 作词 : 文笔中[00:01.000] 作曲 : 文笔中/xxvenge produced[00:02.000] 编曲 : xxvenge produced[00:06.958]作词:文笔中[00:08.458][00:08.458]作曲:文笔中[00:10.959][00:11.209]制作&混音:xxvenge produced[00:13.709][00:13.959]It has been long for two months[00:17.459][00:17.459]I told you this was not fun[00:20.459][00:20.709]我最近的状态比较糟糕 好像什么都做不好[00:23.959][00:23.959]情绪有些焦躁 面对高考 十分努力变乖巧[00:27.459][00:27.709]杂乱的事花里胡哨全部围着脑子绕着[00:30.959][00:30.959]不久前设的目标能否完成还是问号呢[00:33.709][00:33.959][00:34.410]发呆在看风景 什么都能吸引我注意[00:37.360][00:37.610]别问我行不行 什么都得靠自己[00:41.110][00:41.110]那就请42号起来回答一下这个问题[00:44.610][00:44.610]开始还莫名其妙发现被抽查马上四肢乏力[00:47.610][00:47.863]每次晚自习总是会发呆自己和自己下象棋[00:50.860][00:50.860]每个晚上都五五开不会输也总不会有赢[00:54.611][00:54.611]数学作业不会做 又总被遗传问题伤脑壳[00:57.610][00:57.610]终于被叫出去谈心 没办法这么长时间总会有点boring[01:01.361][01:01.611]Then the teachers told me to control uh[01:04.360][01:04.611]And the doctors told me to control uh[01:07.861][01:08.110]Everyone told me to control uh[01:11.110][01:11.110]But they didn't even teach me how to control uh[01:15.111][01:15.111]我总是偷着花着零碎的时机想着没有必要的东西[01:18.111][01:18.361]又被这些东西影响着自己消耗了精力打乱了注意力[01:21.861][01:22.111]不知道多久会过去 它的出现和消失很神秘[01:24.862][01:25.112]这不是益智游戏 内容太过无趣 但又知道没有理由逃避[01:28.362][01:28.612]Okokay fine 呃我其实觉得 多久都没有问题[01:31.611][01:31.864]把它当成经历 慢慢去经历 去适应这感觉会更有意义[01:35.361][01:35.611]现在才只是山底 谁都想要上到山顶[01:38.376][01:38.619]没有谁会对你客气 那需要用尽你所有的气力[01:42.862][01:43.294]I can not control myself[01:46.045][01:46.295]Someone told me to control myself[01:49.795][01:49.795]I've tried to control myself[01:53.295][01:53.544]And i knew i can control myself