[00:00.000] 作词 : Tony Livadas/Nick Furlong/Nicholas Kerr-Carpenter[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tony Livadas/Nick Furlong/Nicholas Kerr-Carpenter[00:12.235]I wish I had friends[00:15.081]I wish I had anyone to save me[00:18.185]But I ain't like them[00:20.883]I'm just a nightmare in the making[00:24.024]I pray that this ends[00:27.011]That the Baphomet will take me[00:29.999]Away from loose ends[00:32.985]'Cause I'm not to be forsaken[00:35.619][00:36.265]Maybe it's a part of me the anxiety[00:39.502]But the funny thing, is it's all I can see[00:42.467]And it lies to me, ****ing blinding me[00:45.551]When I honestly just[00:46.244][00:47.819]Feels like I'm on drugs[00:51.161]Even though I don't even take 'em[00:54.307]It's ****in' me up[00:56.907]Ride these highs to feel complacent[01:00.111]It's like I'm on drugs[01:03.101]I hide sometimes so I feel safe from[01:06.072]The pain in my gut[01:08.838]Yeah, it's ****ing me up[01:11.881]Feels like I'm on drugs[01:13.283][01:17.323]Yeah, I should dive in[01:20.687]Swim to the surface when I'm stable[01:24.213]Let's skip the pretend[01:27.016]'Cause this life is not a fable[01:30.211]This story don't end[01:33.090]Till I'm hooked to all these cables[01:36.020]And start to see red[01:38.922]As they lie me on the table[01:42.039][01:42.407]Maybe it's the start of things, something I can't see[01:45.456]It's beyond a dream, an advisory[01:48.455]And it lies to me, ****ing blinding me[01:51.486]When I honestly just[01:52.659][01:54.400]Feels like I'm on drugs[01:56.761]Even though I don't even take 'em[02:00.030]It's ****in' me up[02:03.017]Ride these highs to feel complacent[02:05.961]It's like I'm on drugs[02:08.933]I hide sometimes so I feel safe from[02:12.000]The pain in my gut[02:14.918]Yeah, it's ****ing me up[02:15.926][02:17.693]Somebody wake me[02:21.030]'Cause life is a daydream[02:23.996]And I'm wasting time with you[02:30.053]So many faces[02:33.187]Yeah, I'm losing patience[02:36.024]And I'm stuck on loving you[02:39.092][02:41.955]Feels like I'm on drugs[02:46.916]Yeah, feels like I'm on drugs[02:53.856]Feels like I'm on drugs[03:00.022]Feels like I'm on drugs, yeah, yeah