[00:10.79]I took some time to myself[00:13.04]To sort out all the things[00:15.16]That make me feel the way that I feel[00:20.55]Just this year I lost a basketball team to heaven[00:24.58]And I’m sure they’re shooting jumpers[00:27.01]With Jesus, Mary, and Joseph[00:29.31]And you said we wouldn’t notice it[00:32.20]If you had disappeared[00:34.22]But I swore I got a phone call[00:36.78]So that seemed pretty weird[00:39.62]So caught up in my own head[00:50.26]I took a walk down my street[00:52.53]Thought I’d find something to eat[00:54.95]But I headed back immediately[00:57.43]'Cause I’m pretty scared of guns[00:59.88]So go out and have some fun, let loose[01:02.91]And I’ll daydream of the noose that took my friend Sean’s life[01:09.04]And he thought we wouldn’t notice it[01:11.36]If he had disappeared[01:13.78]But I swore I got a phone call[01:16.55]So that seemed pretty weird[01:19.02]So caught up in my own head[01:24.77]I let my hair down today[01:27.05]And I took a shower for the first time in what felt like weeks[01:34.55]I felt my hair falling out[01:37.07]And I felt myself falling down[01:39.54]But that can’t seem to be the reason[01:42.25]I can’t sleep when I’m alone[01:44.77]It's getting better[01:46.58]And it’s hardly getting worse[01:49.26]It's hard to think about the things that make it all hurt[01:54.75]I found myself on the street[01:57.27]You swore that you would love me[02:00.09]And I swore I’d love you too[02:04.68]And you’ll barely even notice it when I disappear