[00:03.847]Strip me of my belief[00:06.624]In the connection between[00:08.902]What I want and what I need[00:11.180]Anticipation leads me[00:14.222]To make rash decisions[00:15.726]Or so my therapist thinks[00:17.231]I wanna blurt out something[00:20.021]I probably shouldn't say[00:21.274]But I've got so many questions about that day[00:24.800]And I know I'm just stalling the inevitable[00:29.344]Crash and burn[00:31.871]Trying to calm my nerves[00:46.673]What keeps me from getting sleep[00:48.929]Is if I picture you[00:50.950]Instead of sheep[00:53.213]And I keep counting[00:54.970]I keep counting[00:56.486]On the patterns to repeat[01:10.531]I wanna blurt out something[01:13.337]I probably shouldn't say[01:14.589]But I've got so many questions about that day[01:18.126]And I know I'm just stalling the inevitable[01:21.887]Crash and burn[01:24.904]Trying to calm my nerves[01:49.486]I wanna blurt out something[01:52.267]I probably shouldn't say[01:53.769]But I've got so many questions about that day[01:57.337]And I know I'm just stalling the inevitable[02:00.896]Crash and burn[02:04.430]Trying to calm my nerves