[00:00.000] 作词 : PolyRain[00:01.000] 作曲 : PolyRain[00:05.689]混音:skrLi[00:13.825]母带:skrLi[00:21.384]all my friends called me joker[00:23.915]i tell myself that's not a joke[00:26.798]我曾以为我们真的爱过[00:28.686]但真相有时就是这样令人恼火[00:31.597]我感觉很疲惫现在不愿再多想[00:34.188]你还在找我聊到 到底要咋个样[00:36.807]我晓得自己不再easy不再那么young[00:39.167]其实没得希望压根就不会失望[00:42.171]all fake 原来从未看清你的内心[00:45.139]seems dress great 但你眼光真的没品[00:47.782]本来以为网上都是虚构的罪行[00:50.034]没当回事 真到发现你是真不会停[00:52.690]下定决心i clean up all the memories[00:55.383]now all about u back to empty[00:57.980]即便心里有点空洞也不会再等你[01:00.285]i feel shame 当我想到以前向你奔切[01:03.393]i hate myself 曾厌恶那些嘲讽[01:06.276]现在才发现一切其实是我太晚懂[01:08.940]放不下时兄弟伙也叫我孬种[01:11.211]现在好喽[01:12.054]我对你的事只说句diao哦[01:14.215]好像一直都是你在玩弄我[01:16.124]再当暧昧对象?shit maybe i never would[01:18.808]他们问我回到过去会不会闪躲[01:21.287]i say yeah but actually no one knows[01:45.447]讲真的[01:46.083]现在新歌我兄弟都不放[01:47.774]this year was bad but i need to move on[01:50.468]一直跟伴奏聊天到窗外逐渐无光[01:53.055]何时能看到迟到的曙光[01:55.652]i will stay low key直到我入场[01:58.094]你们也想加入但终究是跟不上[02:00.754]有一天这也会变成我主场[02:03.391]there is nothing能够将天赋阻挡[02:06.346]现在不再浪费时间也不关心面子[02:08.984]长大之后的友情仿佛被腐蚀变质[02:11.492]但增长的年龄让我面对现实[02:14.170]i will focus on hiphop 哪怕身兼数职[02:16.730]现在的闲言碎语都是我前进的阻碍[02:19.496]我也曾被最信任的人出卖[02:22.061]现实就是这样时刻充满无奈[02:24.585]我的努力会将把无奈覆盖