road - awakebutstillinbed.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Shannon Taylor
[00:01.526]The pavement bathed in the winter's light
[00:06.734]Betrays an unobstructed line of sight
[00:12.072]I've been searching all my life
[00:17.364]For a little glimpse of light
[00:20.783]Weight behind the eyes
[00:23.552]Wearied deep inside
[00:26.162]I drag on through the night
[00:37.659]And feel like i'm finally where I should be
[00:42.457]Endless surroundings circling me
[00:47.709]Lost in the hopeful anxiety
[00:52.915]Maybe this all will be worth something
[00:58.549]I want to see how i've been deprived
[01:04.149]It took my whole life to finally feel alive
[01:09.000]Learn to survive off the uncertainty
[01:13.937]Is this real? is this really happening?
[01:17.014]I never sought everything
[01:24.595]The future draped in a veil of night
[01:30.165]The past always closing up behind
[01:35.267]I've been searching all my life
[01:40.704]And just want to get this right
[01:44.066]It felt like in the past we had each other's backs
[01:49.493]Why did I believe that?
[02:00.566]All of the people would rather see
[02:05.833]Each other's failures on the big screen
[02:11.051]They might find the distance reassuring
[02:16.432]But their words really mean nothing to me
[02:21.874]And living in fear of their sifting eyes
[02:27.609]And fickle pretensions
[02:29.962]Really i'd rather die
[02:32.915]Doubt and dejection bubble up in me
[02:37.241]Is this it? is this different from anything else?
[02:41.642]I just want to know-
[02:46.193]If happiness is always just a flash in a pan
[02:52.267]I've been trying to understand
[02:56.224]All the things that drive me on while everything around
[03:03.062]Is all burning to the ground
[03:06.536]Its always lurked in the background
[03:10.222]A little spark within the doubt
[03:13.923]The need pours out in a river of sound
[03:20.487]Drowning out the endless listlessness:
[03:26.189]"This is something I can't live without"
[04:32.221]In every moment the light shines twice as bright
[04:46.184]Though cold envelops the fading life inside
[05:01.457]I vie for closure of the mind thats evaded my eyes
[05:15.519]I see the smoke filling the sky spelling out "at least you tried"
[05:30.863]The wonder and mystery dissolve in the nascent routine
[05:45.124]I cling to the feeling but my grip is slowly slipping
[05:59.508]I used to dream of this worn-out endless road
[06:14.224]I used to lust for all the streets that i'd never known
[06:29.559]I used to feel so trapped inside all the walls of my home
[06:44.907]I used to get lonely
[06:51.247]Now i'm never alone
[07:28.368]This is what I want