[00:00.00] 作词 : Gerald Gillum/Christoph Andersson/Kehlani Parrish/Remo Green[00:01.00] 作曲 : Gerald Gillum/Christoph Andersson/Kehlani Parrish/Remo Green[00:10.31]Even if I don't stay[00:15.58]Everything will be okay[00:20.90]Everything will be okay[00:26.83]Everything will be okay(Okay, okay)[00:31.46]Contemplating just who I could've turned out to be[00:34.34]If I stayed there with her, what would amount to me?[00:36.92]If I looked and ain’t found what I have founded me?[00:39.41]I mean, it’s hard, but they loved me, never looked down on me[00:42.09]They say, "You know if you loved her[00:43.74]Well then you would have stayed[00:45.05]You could have made a perfect pair that people wouldn't trade"[00:47.43]Trade for nothing, I did though, I had to chase it[00:49.91]Face it, I wasn’t born to live a life basic[00:52.44]They say, "you turned your back on us just to go and be an artist[00:55.78]What's a promise anyway when someone breaks it?[00:57.84]I bet he finally gets a shot and then he wastes it[01:00.44]I bet he don’t come back for us when he makes it[01:03.07]And if he do it be too late, you gotta face it[01:05.74]Cause by then there's someone new you've been replaced with"[01:08.33]Old friends I grew up with, the girl I fell in love with[01:11.36]Love or hate me depending on how you judge it[01:13.54]Even if I don't stay[01:18.29]Everything will be okay[01:24.07]Everything will be okay(I promise it'll be okay)[01:29.22]Everything will be okay(Okay, okay)[01:34.50]I had to wander, I had to go tread my own path[01:37.23]If you don't step through no mud well then it won't last[01:39.90]The years pass it's crazy how they go fast[01:42.58]Ask myself questions that you have but you won't ask[01:45.12]Like, "you don’t even come home enough[01:47.35]Where were you when she was in the hospital, huh?[01:49.86]It was only us," and that’s deep and yeah I know it cuts[01:52.59]But if it gets you, then you’re weak[01:54.32]Because we were here and it ain’t broken us[01:55.79]Still as close and stayed by her side when no one was[01:58.57]Like when she lost her job and everything, how broke we was[02:01.36]When she was sick and she needed some taking care of[02:03.96]A fifteen year old shouldered the weight[02:05.08]And when he was scared of[02:06.54]The worst, I know that you stayed strong[02:08.27]Don’t say this enough[02:09.54]But you made me just as proud as you made Mom[02:11.76]Yeah, you got some anger but I don’t blame you at all[02:13.89]I know I don't call, but you're my brother, I love you[02:17.07]Even if I don’t stay[02:21.68]Everything will be okay[02:26.89]Everything will be okay(I promise it’ll be okay)[02:33.28]Everything will be okay(Okay, okay)[02:37.97]In that first grade class they came and got me[02:40.41]"Your mom's outside, say goodbye now to everybody"[02:42.53]U-Haul was waiting with all of her things[02:44.56]At least what she could pack[02:45.77]In the time my dad's at work and before he came back[02:48.14]Way to young to comprehend what was happening[02:50.18]"Are we going to grandma's? When are we coming back again?"[02:52.81]Little did I know that we were leaving him by himself[02:55.18]And ten years would pass before Mom sees anybody else[02:58.53]Just us, in middle school I ain't understand[03:01.21]Who Melissa was and why she wasn't another man[03:03.28]Biased and confused they try to explain but nobody can[03:06.42]Wanted what I thought was normal, she had another plan[03:09.06]Such is life, even if it took time for me to accept it[03:12.29]No longer Dad now, but a woman with whom she slept with[03:14.87]Or for the years when a secret was how she kept it[03:17.46]I ain't get it, admittedly I was skeptic[03:20.08]I came around, happiness I see's what you may have found[03:22.71]And that's what's most important[03:23.97]I don’t wanna see you breaking down[03:25.69]I wanna see you smile, I don't wanna see you make a frown[03:27.77]If she loves you, then that's all anybody needs maybe now[03:30.51]By '05 things had gotten worse[03:32.72]Moved to the basement, deep depressions a rotten curse[03:35.17]Hiding in a dark space, her mind and her body hurts[03:37.86]Becoming more reclusive and the pills should have been alerts[03:40.44]So the worse it got, I became more and more afraid[03:43.02]Until one night, I went into that room, on the floor she laid[03:45.39]I shook her she was blue, her skin was cold, she wasn't breathing[03:48.12]Screamed, "Melissa wake up" couldn't fathom that she was leaving[03:50.96]Mom and Bro was running down, I screamed "somebody help"[03:53.49]Try pumping her chest, CPR, but it didn’t help[03:56.03]Toughest pill to swallow, but we lost, that’s forced reflection[03:59.11]While in her life you made her happy, thank you for the blessing[04:23.63]Even if I don’t stay[04:28.33]Everything will be okay(It’ll be, it’ll be okay)[04:33.84]Everything will be okay(I promise it’ll be okay)[04:40.02]Everything will be okay(Okay, okay)[04:44.72]by og