[00:00.000] 作词 : Y C K[00:16.645]Convulsive currents going up to my brain[00:18.775]Impulsive urges I cannot seem to train[00:20.905]Static crackled through the dull interference[00:22.942]I would spend so long just to make no appearance[00:25.217]I'd ingested a sedative readily knocked out[00:27.445]Skipping round by the medicine heavily locked down[00:29.485]Dose to dose so I'm thinking lethal[00:31.617]They don't f*ck with me cause I don't f*ck with people[00:33.743]Bugs inside of my body rotten[00:35.946]Not a single warning ever stopped me popping[00:38.058]Any dose of an undisclosed substance still[00:40.269]Been close to the edge but reluctance kills[00:42.517]Writing for myself my original reason[00:44.617]I ain't a crowd pleaser no I'm doing little appeasing[00:46.836]Heart's giving out doing minimal beating[00:48.927]And I'm blind braindead no occipital region[00:51.414]Lips are sealed to tell no lies[00:55.358]I'll find you there under blackened skies[00:59.946]If I lived in doubt then would I be allowed in[01:04.195]Not one to believe this the words that it preaches[01:08.793]Open my eyelids[01:10.775]Whole life misguided[01:13.046]Draw them in and push em back[01:14.977]I see I leave em frightened[01:17.297]Maybe within time[01:19.282]Gather your insight[01:21.487]I was just misunderstood[01:23.553]To end it all I'm inclined[01:26.089]Everybody wanna act like they're so involved[01:27.796]Cause even though by then when the tie's dissolved[01:29.978]Well that don't matter to a selfish narcissist[01:32.173]And they will keep on showing till they are dismissed[01:34.610]Bother me more in my area code[01:36.571]They wanna ask overstep feel I'm barely alone[01:39.012]Getting cross faded so the hurt is collateral[01:40.856]I don't see a purpose living I am one incompatible[01:43.114]Member of the public eye what the f*ck do you see[01:45.160]Is so attractive about associating with me[01:47.293]I may be biased I don't find myself open or likable[01:49.533]I've been dwelling on the traits that you'd find undesirable[01:52.106]Near to the end so I'm cutting corners[01:53.828]6 more decades craving something shorter[01:56.061]Even if we make it and we're stacking millions[01:58.099]There will be no other change I'll be atrabilious[02:00.681]Lips are sealed to tell no lies[02:04.937]I'll find you there under blackened skies[02:09.161]If I lived in doubt then would I be allowed in[02:13.240]Not one to believe this the words that it preaches[02:18.007]Open my eyelids[02:20.049]Whole life misguided[02:22.254]Draw them in and push em back[02:24.125]I see I leave em frightened[02:26.676]Maybe within time[02:28.485]Gather your insight[02:30.741]I was just misunderstood[02:32.822]To end it all I'm inclined