[00:10.23]I'm so ****ing mad[00:11.46]I could tear my skin off[00:12.72]I want to be ugly,[00:13.98]I want you to see[00:15.36]What its like to be empty inside,[00:16.32]To live, but never truly be free[00:25.59]I want to believe this is all but a dream[00:28.35]A trick of the mind that my life played on me[00:30.09]Awake and[00:31.20]I'm breathing, a wasting disease[00:51.18]The torment is growing.[00:51.66]This grave lays open,[00:52.08]The light beyond my reach[00:52.53]In death there is no comfort,[00:58.65]You betrayed me[01:01.71]Ugly, Just like me[01:06.36]I feel the end coming,[01:07.62]I'm weak in the knees[01:08.31]The cold earth, a pine box, the cycle complete[01:12.06]All of the things that were not meant to be[01:12.87]The end of the line is defeat[01:15.06]And they'll say she was such a good girl,[01:24.69]All the things she could be, she was too young to die[01:27.12]I welcome the stillness and sweet relief.[01:29.37]The promise of life is a lie[01:30.21]This grave lays open,[01:30.63]The light beyond my reach[01:54.93]In death there is no comfort,[02:47.52]You betrayed me[02:52.35]You're ugly,[02:52.56]Just like me,[02:52.83]Bring me down