[00:00.00] 作词 : Chris Kallis[00:00.00] 作曲 : Chris Kallis[00:00.00]Verse 1:[00:05.94]I bite my tongue and I try to make things right[00:09.00]I’m still here ‘cos i’ve been waiting for my whole life[00:11.94]This the type of shit that you don’t realise ‘til you’re in it[00:14.61]You could climb to the top[00:15.99]Still not feel like you’re winning[00:17.55]Chewed up, spat out[00:19.11]You feel like you’re barely living[00:20.64]If I change routes will it even make me feel much different?[00:23.67]I pour my cup and I’ll fill it up[00:25.23]If I’m drunk enough then i'll cut loose[00:27.00]I been through too much pain in my life to just forget and come trust you[00:30.00]I got dreams of me going big[00:31.20]If you ain’t see the same then its **** you[00:32.94]This something I can’t undo[00:34.44]Don’t act like this shit brand new[00:36.24]Pre chorus:[00:36.30]I made my bed[00:37.62]Then I messed it up[00:39.12]‘Cos I’m sick of feeling just good enough[00:42.30]I’m on top of the world[00:43.74]And I can’t be touched[00:45.18]Wait I’m dreaming hard[00:46.71]And I just woke up[00:48.21]Chorus:[00:48.33]I made the decision for myself[00:51.30]No one can tell me what I should do[00:54.30]You come to me when you’re ****ed up[00:57.18]But I really wish I got to see the real you[01:00.39]So I hang my head again, what a mess[01:03.36]I’ve been out here ballin’ with my heart out my chest[01:06.27]Who knew that falling would lead me to my death[01:09.24]But I’m still sticking around ‘til I got nothing left[01:12.36]Verse 2:[01:12.39]I’m defying all odds[01:13.77]When and did it just because[01:15.06]If they ain’t believe, then you gotta make ‘em[01:16.83]That’s the way that it goes[01:18.27]Lost a couple of my friends[01:19.77]Made a few more foes[01:21.15]Mmm this the journey of a ****ed up kid[01:22.83]To the top I rose still[01:24.66]I wake up with one thing on my mind but that’s fine[01:27.69]Only young once try and have a good life[01:30.57]She don’t really like that fancy wine and dine shit[01:33.72]But we got the night[01:34.86]And we running out of time[01:36.33]So you should stop getting ****ed up[01:37.89]You should go get your love up[01:39.15]Life’s black and white but you flip the page[01:40.68]Now you can see it’s in colour[01:42.12]Don’t lose track of your conscious[01:43.89]What they saying is nonsense[01:45.36]Treat my life like a project[01:46.77]Scrunch it up I’m like what’s next[01:48.39]Pre chorus:[01:48.39]I made my bed[01:49.62]Then I messed it up[01:51.15]‘Cos I’m sick of feeling just good enough[01:54.24]I’m on top of the world[01:55.74]And I can’t be touched[01:57.18]Wait I’m dreaming hard[01:58.71]And I just woke up[02:01.59]Chorus:[02:01.71]I made the decision for myself[02:04.80]No one can tell me what I should do[02:07.80]You come to me when you’re ****ed up[02:10.68]But I really wish I got to see the real you[02:13.89]So I hang my head again, what a mess[02:16.86]I’ve been out here ballin’ with my heart out my chest[02:19.80]Who knew that falling would lead me to my death[02:22.74]But I’m still sticking around ‘til I got nothing left[02:26.31]Outro:[02:26.31]I made my bed[02:27.15]Then I messed it up[02:28.68]‘Cos I’m sick of feeling just good enough[02:31.80]I’m on top of the world[02:33.24]And I can’t be touched[02:34.71]Wait I’m dreaming hard[02:45.27]And I just woke up