[00:00.000] 作词 : 姜泰龙_JTL[00:00.470] 作曲 : 姜泰龙_JTL[00:00.941]源起 ORIGIN[00:07.443][00:08.941]作词:姜泰龙[00:10.938]作曲:姜泰龙[00:12.688]编曲&后期:姜泰龙[00:13.687][00:14.687]--- Intro ---[01:15.942][01:17.938]Now it's like dreams[01:22.942]where your memories been fading[01:27.436]but whenever I chase[01:30.942]the holy spirit's never away[01:35.391][01:35.889]Life's been a daze[01:38.897]where you've gone[01:40.846]that's not home[01:43.842]but look in your eyes[01:47.094]there's light and it can't be wrong[01:51.341][01:51.853]Before you giving out your voice[01:59.852]Give it a little and little more[02:06.852][02:07.850]Just wanna make you aware of this[02:13.301]That we been trying so long[02:17.295]How far it's going away[02:21.046]while I'm holding back these days[02:26.292]that love is waste[02:27.745]just wanna make it out of your hands and free[02:32.750]I'm what these sufferings made[02:35.455]and I will never break[02:39.448][02:40.647]我已经不记得 从何时何地开始变得不安和沉闷(沉默)[02:43.896]只记得 如何慢慢认清周围的 人 和 自己 真正的身份[02:47.902]不再盲目专注他人 先挖掘自我的本真[02:51.654]不让温火焚身 掌握世道的分寸 做到知行合一 一步步去扎下深根[02:55.352][02:55.595][02:55.852]经过多年的自赎 终于看清这来路 脱离了抑郁的摆布[02:59.558]剥离痛苦的感受和意义 走出那迷途 找回心中的光亮和勇气 重新迈步[03:03.516]何苦作茧自缚你看那众生皆苦 摆脱世俗的束缚 要付诸诸多的刻苦[03:07.523]连同精神和肉体 打磨处世的态度 我手里音乐的旗帜上写着义无反顾[03:11.235][03:11.479]You better save up your crap when I'm dealing with fact[03:13.476]got some money in my pocket and my family's back[03:15.228]don't play me with hope in this world you ACT to show[03:17.225]if you can't bear it at my lowest take the chances and go[03:19.480]huh ?![03:20.434][03:20.434]Back off if you only bite nah I'd rather stay high and dry[03:23.433]well no despite I'm not one of your types[03:24.939]one of a kind[03:25.684]long as I'm holding this mic[03:26.936]I'll never lose the fight[03:27.630][03:27.876]该庆幸[03:28.629]跨过沧桑时空 不再是当年的男孩 却怀着不变的梦[03:31.624]当立命[03:32.622]这场修行是根本 不忘心中的定义 俯瞰那四大皆空[03:35.570]不后撤[03:36.326]始于自我的较量 承受住生活的重量 才有那先忧后乐[03:39.535]去勾勒[03:40.280]学会原谅和取舍 这首不负初心的歌 方能真心地和[03:43.530][03:43.787][03:44.978]Just wanna make you aware of this[03:49.472]That we've been tried so long[03:53.477]How far it's going away[03:56.972]while I'm holding back these days[04:02.221]that love is waste[04:04.412]just wanna make it out of your hands and free[04:08.358]I'm what these sufferings made[04:11.366]see I will never break[04:15.814][04:16.823]I'm on the third kind of suicide[04:21.816]How can't I do it right[04:25.765]Tore off the mad disguise[04:29.770]let in the holy light[04:35.273][04:35.773]Just wanna make you aware of this[04:41.233]That we'll keep trying this hard[04:45.480]How far it's going away[04:48.987]well I'm holding at today[04:54.175]your love is not wasted[04:56.430]I'm gonna make it out of your hands and break[05:00.423]I'm what these sufferings made[05:03.430]and I will never break[05:07.863][05:09.872]--- Outro ---[05:21.818][05:23.827]除了无用的肉体自杀和精神逃避[05:27.322][05:27.821]第三种自杀的态度是坚持奋斗[05:35.519][05:35.773]对抗人生的荒谬[05:38.768][05:39.767]——加缪