[00:10.22]I wish you had been at your memorial[00:14.81]Seeing someone proposing on stage[00:20.45]I couldn't get through my song for you[00:25.05]When it came to saying your name[00:30.05]I can still see the room at the hospital[00:36.14]Pretty, painted tile[00:40.64]I can still see your skin turning purple[00:45.58]Mainly on the nail[00:51.11][00:54.23]Can you hear me?[01:00.32]Did you mean it?[01:05.02]Did you plan it out?[01:10.17]Or was it an accident?[01:13.96][01:16.61]Time, time, up and down the blue screen[01:21.58]It's dawn and I'm insane[01:26.68]Love's just a word and not what the word means[01:31.58]But I'll say it just the same[01:36.51]Talking to an entity[01:41.53]Made of endless night[01:46.66]I dream in TV dialogue[01:51.72]A world of shadow and light[01:55.11][02:01.21]I know it don't work that way[02:05.70]But maybe you'll come back some day[02:11.30]I know it don't work like that[02:16.53]But maybe you could take it back[02:20.39][02:48.34]Now that there's no need to say a word[02:53.39]Can I still make amends?[02:57.45]But silence, the only kindness I heard[03:03.52]Forgiveness, the only revenge[03:08.97]Needing all of the people[03:13.03]I've heard of from your past[03:18.47]Reading through all of your letters[03:23.76]Looking for your love[03:27.21][03:34.30]You told that me love[03:38.89]Is when someone asks you[03:43.64]"Please leave me alone"[03:48.83]And you really do[03:54.29]You looked into my eyes[03:58.85]'Til I was your mother's son[04:03.95]I tried to look away[04:07.99]But saw you in everyone[04:14.33]I wish you had been at your memorial[04:19.57]Seeing someone proposing on stage