[00:00.000] 作词 : R!VY[00:00.608] 作曲 : R!VY[00:01.217]编曲制作:R!VY[00:06.974]I was driving through the dark[00:10.245]Thinking that I finally can park[00:13.980]Try so hard to find the one[00:15.983]Need someone else to fill my heart[00:17.494]Until that I feel alright[00:21.489]So I stopped by every single stop[00:25.243]Try to fit myself in what I found[00:29.010]But the guard dogs bark at me[00:30.759]And I know they're warning me[00:32.750]I shouldn't be this easy[00:36.254]Not my wish but[00:37.276]Feel just like I'm nothing[00:39.007]Screw my dignity[00:41.009]It's like I'm an animal[00:43.013]Feel so unemotional[00:44.765]Something tells me it's all 'bout my humanity[00:48.518]I don't wanna be so trashy[00:51.026]I got a monster in my mind I I[00:54.775]I'm dying for approval[00:56.778]surrounding by my side[00:58.529]Somebody tells me why I I[01:02.033]It's not like I'm that kind of guy[01:04.059]Just to live by[01:06.288]Got a monster in my mind[01:29.276]Put my heart into a jar[01:32.781]Never ever let it fall apart[01:36.284]Seal it with vanilla scar[01:38.286]Bury it deep into the yard[01:40.539]It won't lead me down again[01:44.048]I'll keep myself sober in the bar[01:47.798]Avoid all that makes me drown too far[01:51.565]But I can't help falling deep[01:53.301]into the world of m*rphine[01:55.563]I don't wanna be a junkie[01:58.809]I know I've been[02:00.309]taking all the ways and possibilities[02:03.563]Not to be a sucker[02:05.566]Not to be a prisoner[02:07.319]Why It's all in vain?[02:08.819]How can away I flee?[02:11.071]from all of the Mack Daddies[02:13.345]I got a monster in my mind I I[02:17.327]I'm dying for approval[02:19.331]surrounding by my side[02:21.082]Somebody tells me why I I[02:24.587]It's not like I'm that kind of guy[02:26.594]Just to live by[02:29.090]Got a monster in my mind[02:43.608]Got a monster in my mind[02:46.609]Mon[02:48.361]Monster[02:50.112]Got me[02:51.365]Monster in my[02:54.116]Mon[02:55.868]Monster[02:57.631]Got me[02:58.871]Got a monster in my[03:00.874]I I[03:02.878]I'm dying for approval[03:05.378]surrounding by my side[03:07.407]Somebody tells me why I I[03:11.885]It's not like I'm that kind of guy[03:14.889]Just to live by[03:17.392]I got a monster in my mind