[00:00.000] 作词 : 朱政安 AmberUnderwood/陈之修[00:01.000] 作曲 : 朱政安 AmberUnderwood/陈之修[00:08.925]不破不立,不灭不生[00:15.618]希望每一位抑郁症患者都能早日走出阴霾[00:15.862][00:16.616]制作人:朱政安/陈之修/FFP[00:18.613]合声/美声:陈之修[00:19.868]编曲:FFP/陈之修/朱政安[00:20.621][00:21.119]希望一切能重新来 过[00:22.864]黑夜就别掺杂灰白 色[00:25.372]残存的美好让我心怀 着 期待[00:27.868]能走出这阴霾 挫[00:30.118]折对我早已经没了效力[00:32.372]失去耐心开始频繁燥郁[00:34.869]我要在每一次日出前祈祷[00:37.120]我奋力去挣扎想逃脱这泥沼[00:39.116]我的身体好像来自另一个世界不受我控制[00:41.612]我拼命的伤害自己却说不出一个痛字[00:43.866]不同的嘶吼在大脑对我袭扰[00:46.117]无数次在生命边缘 死神说你好[00:50.622]Last night,[00:53.863]I dreamt that I could fly with wings,[00:59.619]like birds[01:03.870]in the sky,[01:09.615]可冷漠只是防卫 为了不那么狼狈[01:12.111]信任变得昂贵 将自己封闭在房内[01:14.121]那个鲜活的我 依旧还属于我[01:16.118]阴天照常到来 也夺不走真正的我[01:18.614]盯着灰白色的天空躺下睡[01:20.621]周围的一切都慢慢消散世界也模糊[01:22.865]我感受着在天空与黑水的分界线往下坠[01:25.613]身体变得虚无 仿佛只剩下泪[01:27.868]所有人离开身边 沉没黑水深渊[01:30.363]被吞噬越陷越深却渴望黑水下的光[01:32.615]耀眼金色的光 让我解脱的光[01:34.611]是上帝的光还是临死前最后的光[01:45.864]拼命游 我拼命游在沙漠无谓的挣扎[01:49.369]向死而生何谓升华[01:50.868]我开始迷恋黑暗 真实世界也蒙上灰的雾[01:53.617]就连白昼竟也永远挂上黑的幕[01:55.871]想摆脱我的束缚去冲破这迷雾 不想再迷路[01:58.621]抓不住的稻草我呼吸好急促 再坚持一步[02:01.363]梦里面都是我的痛苦与黑暗共舞与死神共处的动物[02:05.111]C:在黑夜白昼间穿梭 无奈着消逝与离落[02:14.120]在直线曲线间抉择 迷惑着是非与对错[02:28.121]Last night,[02:31.863]I dreamt that I could fly with wings,[02:37.366]like birds[02:41.370]in the sky[03:07.619]Last night,[03:13.866]I dreamt that I could fly with wings,[03:19.369]like birds[03:23.619]in the sky,[03:31.118]祷告:in this manner,[03:33.372]therefore,[03:36.621]pray: our father in heaven,[03:40.360]hallowed be your[03:41.871][03:42.370]主封面设计:朱世轩(新疆青年)[03:43.622]封面2设计:朱晨[03:44.621]混音 Mixing Engineer: FFP[03:45.120]人声制作 Vocal Production: FFP[03:45.619]录音 Recording: 小吹皮(Trippie ballinlike Tony Montana)[03:46.117]母带 Mastering Engineer: FFP[03:46.616]监制 Music Supervisor: 朱政安/陈之修[03:47.116][03:47.615]鸣谢:每位提供自己与抑郁症抗争故事的朋友[03:48.115]Piers Studio对编曲的建议及录音的支持