[00:00.000] 作词 : mellow luvs u[00:00.000] 作曲 : mellow luvs u[00:00.000][00:10.078]Trapped in my mind now[00:11.246]Kinda hard to get out[00:12.198]Have you seen me[00:13.469]I’m kinda hard to find now[00:14.798]Wasting my time and I’m trying not to give out[00:17.310]Isolation for me is a lifestyle[00:19.870]Why am I alone?[00:21.021]Why do I sit at home?[00:22.317]Where the **** is my drive?[00:23.718]That b***h kinda hard to find[00:24.941]I really can’t cope and it’s destroying my life[00:27.030]Falling victim to my mindset[00:28.510]Falling victim to my vices[00:29.941]I’ve been waiting all day and I still ain’t feeling righteous[00:32.230]I gotta get up, gotta work on my verses[00:35.014]Gotta work on some beats[00:36.277]Gotta make this ****ing mixtape[00:37.454]I don’t know, was this all a ****ing mistake[00:39.854]I dont know if I’m gonna make it[00:42.365]I just hope he don’t grab my life and take it[00:45.197]I don’t know what the **** I’m doing wasting it[00:47.854]I’m going nowhere and I’m ****ing hating it[00:49.445][00:50.597]Tossing turning, nightmares burning[00:52.916]Cross my heart and hope to die[00:54.934]And I don’t even know what to do right now[00:57.437]But I will do anything to get a hold of you[01:00.088]You be on my mind everyday[01:03.342]You be on my mind every night[01:05.982]Just tell me what I gotta do[01:07.851]To gain your love back again[01:10.515][01:10.754]Pull up in a ****ing hearse[01:12.299]I’m on this ****ing verse[01:13.243]I know my life is ****ing cursed[01:15.283]I’m about to die of thirst[01:16.618]And I know, I’m the worst[01:17.818]I desrever saw tihs siht hsiw[01:20.451]This blade, it is made outta ****ing steel[01:22.874]Cut myself, till I ****ing heal[01:24.563]omori (feat. lilxanaxietyattack & JADAM) **** with my skin, make it ****ing pee[01:26.091]Am I alive? Can I still feel?[01:27.531]Is this ****ing real?[01:28.882]Clapping like a seal[01:29.818]Eating my last meal[01:31.290][01:32.402](Yeah, aye)[01:35.107](Yeah, uh, okay, okay, okay)[01:44.664]