[00:00.000] 作词 : 曾嘉芸[00:01.000] 作曲 : 曾嘉芸[00:02.000] 编曲 : 曾嘉芸[00:30.067]My head spinned[00:31.815]I'm sicker than before[00:37.318]But I won't let you see me falling apart anymore[00:44.618]I tried to be proud of myself[00:47.837]But I've achieved nothing[00:51.861]So how can I make you be proud of me[00:58.484]I'm ruining everything[01:00.220]I know no one's gonna answer it on the other side of the phone[01:04.129]Voice transmitted by electric current[01:06.308]It's only me all alone[01:07.744]A mobile icu is in need[01:10.205]It's an emergency[01:12.230]But it's been so long[01:15.341]What if I write these in my song[01:18.940]I'm always wrong that I can't go on[01:22.525]Yes I'm still young but who knows I drowned[01:26.060]And its been so long[01:29.865]I almost don't remember the reason[01:32.574]Part of me was broken[01:34.365]I've been suffered from this for a season season[01:38.611]What a dreadful bargain[01:40.898]This was not in the plan[01:42.737]Don't blame me cause I hate myself either either[01:46.382]I hope I'll be alright[01:51.880]I can feel the love[01:53.509]But it's oceans deep[01:59.323]So far to touch[02:01.311]So far to reach[02:04.290]I'm ruining everything[02:06.025]You shouldn't be close to me[02:07.647]It's destroying both you and me[02:09.805]Talked nonsense and complained about everything's unfair, cheating[02:13.451]A mobile icu is in need[02:15.610]It's an emergency[02:17.623]But it's been so long[02:21.017]What if I write these in my song[02:24.439]I'm always wrong that I can't go on[02:28.072]Yes I'm still young but who knows I drowned[02:31.563]And its been so long[02:35.533]I almost don't remember the reason[02:38.115]Part of me was broken[02:39.814]I've been suffered from this for a season season[02:44.295]What a dreadful bargain[02:46.450]This was not in the plan[02:48.365]Don't blame me cause I hate myself either either[02:54.321]I'm gonna see the doctor next week[02:58.192]Hoping I'll be cured easily[03:01.880]I know I'm beloved deeply[03:05.815]I'm sorry that I made you worry[03:09.337]Did my sadness make you pressured[03:13.319]You must hate me so much[03:17.136]I begged myself for antidote[03:20.720]Begged nightmare to let me go[03:25.216]I think its been so long[03:27.185]It's time to stop now[03:31.694]I almost don't remember the reason[03:34.209]When it came all of a sudden[03:36.330]It lost control too much too much[03:41.017]I'll try my best to save it[03:43.002]Pick up all the roses[03:44.825]All I wanna say is[03:49.539]Forget it[03:51.276]Forget it[03:53.545]I know I'll be alright