[00:00.000] 作词 : Schkler[00:01.000] 作曲 : Schkler[00:23.010]Hey[00:23.820]First chapter, those stuff[00:25.650]I can only speaking nonsense at the mess time[00:28.380]And my mom said, my boy, he's not bad.[00:31.140]she like, "piece of cake"[00:32.430]But I started to date a boy since I was school[00:34.860]Am I sure?[00:36.000]I'm not sure, and confused[00:38.040]And I can't tell my homies it's obscure[00:40.740]I can't...[00:41.310]It's just like...[00:42.150]Lots of dramatic things shit[00:43.560]I'm not that type of person[00:45.060]Thanks for him, don't give a shit[00:46.530]Say he love me[00:47.820]He thought I'm childish, Crayon Shinchan[00:49.890]He bought me a birthday gift Camera, Nikon[00:52.920]We have different ideas, then I dismounted[00:55.770]Then I start to babble to my friends, face down[00:58.860]I reminisce about the times, feeling so astound[01:01.710]Emotions swirling, my heart felt unbound[01:05.250]Yes, with doubts, still compound[01:07.440]In the maze of feelings, I'm still ****ing confound[01:10.290]Stay up late and nothing, what's up[01:13.260]Mom said I should put the muck up[01:16.080]Swallow a few gummies shut the **** up[01:19.080]My brain still whisper blalalalah...[01:20.850]That bitch yall like look what I found[01:24.870]Pushovers said nice good job[01:27.810]Sis you mouth stinks shut the **** up[01:30.720]My brain still whisper, blalalalah...[01:32.700]"I can do what I want"[01:35.160]That's like I'm front[01:36.540]Whole my families are keep asking me to be strong[01:39.270]I'm just thinking it[01:40.740]Midnight sinking it[01:42.180]I'm just need to facing it[01:43.560]But my heart still lingering[01:45.360]som' said he can "fix" me[01:46.860]The words feel so empty[01:48.270]Days turn to echoes[01:49.830]I'm still stuck in limbo[01:51.360]Sometimes it's like shit the ****[01:53.250]I'm trying crack and I'm can't do the same[01:55.740]That way h*es like d***y bitch[01:58.200]Yeah, just like a toxic stream[02:00.360]Running from the lies, but I'm caught in between[02:03.180]Life's a movie reel, stuck on a same shit scene[02:06.120]Fake smiles, fake love[02:07.380]I'm ripping on the screen[02:09.120]I'm just tryna breathe but the air so thick[02:12.060]Clock ticking loud, everything feels so sick[02:14.910]They say I'm lost, but I'm building my bricks[02:17.850]Just call me what you want, you's f**king d***y bitch[02:20.940]Stay up late and nothing, what's up[02:22.980]Mom said I should put the muck up[02:26.340]Swallow a few gummies shut the **** up[02:29.310]My brain still whisper, blalalalah...[02:31.140]That bitch yall like look what I found[02:35.070]Pushovers said nice good job[02:38.040]Sis you mouth stinks shut the **** up[02:41.010]My brain still whisper, blalalalah...