[00:00.000] 作词 : 林昀深[00:00.107] Once again[00:01.970] I'm standing at the ending[00:05.358] Looking back[00:06.691] lots of bad things flashing by[00:09.357] So I don't want to start again[00:21.988] I reached out for help[00:24.644] but all I got was scorn[00:27.579] I filed a report[00:29.246] but they said it couldn't be born[00:32.110] I made friends with a heart full of trust[00:38.073] but in the end[00:39.529] I was just a tool they would thrust[00:41.974] If I had the strength to open that iron gate[00:44.490] I wouldn't have been sent to grandpa's house[00:47.123] If I had the courage to revolt against my dad[00:49.623] I wouldn't have been pushed down by an old man[00:51.967] If I hadn't gone to that tutorial class[00:54.749] I wouldn't have been subjected to repeated groping[00:57.169] If I never begin[00:58.442] there won't be any pain or any regrets[01:00.637] I could keep dreaming[01:01.912] hold onto the fantasies[01:08.806] of what could have been[01:11.659] The hope remains[01:14.299] for people[01:15.729] for things[01:16.805] for words what's left unsaid[01:21.649] They say I should try my best[01:25.229] life's just a test of time and mind[01:28.914] But every step that I take[01:31.477] leaves me further behind[01:36.852] Once again[01:38.488] I'm standing at the ending[01:41.907] Looking back[01:43.069] lots of bad things flashing by[01:46.253] So I'll never start again[02:30.799] Hope feels like a lie[02:38.468] whispering in the sky[02:40.142] My efforts just like sand[02:48.552] floating in the wind[02:55.628] Once again[02:57.182] I'm standing at the ending[03:00.631] Looking back[03:02.221] lots of bad things flashing by[03:04.948] So I'll never start again