[00:00.00] 作曲 : Riell Phillipos/Catherine Bliemel[00:08.97]Someone says a joke, and it's funny so I laugh, but I didn't feel it[00:14.04]My ex hit me up so I cried but I didn't mean it[00:18.04]And I think that I kinda like this not really feeling[00:22.08]Antis got me some type of way[00:25.59][00:25.60]I'm floating up in space[00:29.66]Nobody's real this way[00:33.62]I might be not okay[00:37.56]But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate[00:40.95][00:40.96]Now it's been a while since I tried to let out all the pain through bleeding[00:46.12]Think this is a first, a full night of me truly sleeping[00:50.08]Yeah I miss the highs, but I'm scared to feel all my feelings[00:54.04]Antis got to go some day[00:57.39][00:57.40]I'm floating up in space[01:01.65]Nobody's real this way[01:05.59]I might be not okay[01:09.55]But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate[01:13.62][01:13.63]I'm hoping with therapy[01:17.56]My mind will stop hating me[01:21.62]I might be fine one day[01:25.60]But it doesn't feel that way whеn I medicate[01:28.83][01:28.84]It doesn't feel that way, it doеsn't feel that way[01:36.72]It doesn't feel that way, it doesn't feel that way[01:44.92][01:45.43]I'm floating up in space[01:49.63]Nobody's real this way[01:53.64]I might be not okay[01:57.57]But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate[02:01.57][02:01.58]I'm hoping with therapy[02:05.64]My mind will stop hating me[02:09.55]I might be fine one day[02:13.65]But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate