[00:00.000] 作曲 : Kasey Michael Jarrell[00:22.903]did I pour you from a bottle? Misquote you from the Bible?[00:27.525]would the god I know consider both the same?[00:32.270]the bitterness has faded a little, but it's taken too long.[00:41.610]in that solitary basement, I prayed for you to save him[00:46.316]then got high enough to forget my name.[00:51.032]I never found a savior when all the wrapping papers were gone.[01:00.653]my phone is tapped. Some wires got crossed.[01:05.301]hazard lights that won't turn off.[01:09.766]a television flickers and whispers the weather.[01:14.099]it's cold. so cold.[01:22.890]but your warm embrace[01:27.158]in the form of a sedative: relinquish the day.[01:32.191]alarm clock is screaming--goddamn you’re hungover.[01:40.059]there's no shame in grieving[01:48.719]the slow decay of our plans.[02:08.877]is this evidence of madness? I’m diving into rabbit holes[02:13.642]where alice just chose to get out.[02:17.832]recite my sad poetry through lipstick with a bittersweet voice.[02:26.249]I let the mirror sing it back to me.[02:28.437]His face is only apathy- behind the glass he bleeds with each word.[02:34.790]I heard you sing from the garden:[03:24.145]"iloveyourface---lightinyoureyes----[03:37.260]nightintoday----nolampshade----nolampshade"[03:59.941]your warm embrace:[04:03.661]this doorway, this precipice, this means to escape[04:08.012]to a reverie of lavender and blood-red ambrosia.[04:15.984]there's no way I'm leaving.[04:24.737]I just need a change of scenery.