[00:00.000] 作词 : Amélie Stubbs[00:01.000] 作曲 : Amélie Stubbs[00:07.049]I created those around me though I don't know which is worse[00:10.878]'Cause playing god is funny till you have to choose who's dying first[00:14.753]I became the thing I feared, taking their lives in my hand[00:18.481]My innocence had consequences that I still don't understand[00:22.613]I was told that I was vital in the plan to save my life[00:26.146]So I promised mine in hopes, I'd be the one holding the knife[00:30.180]Our bodies were the vehicle, transporters of the soul[00:33.646]I was young and bold and stupid, in a six-foot self-dug hole[00:37.820]Was I the only one to question anything they said?[00:41.525]I take it back, I'll follow till I fly or till I'm dead[00:45.298]My immortal evolutionary traits are still intact[00:48.982]I am unapologetic for the sympathy I lacked[00:52.932]I left my body back in California 'cause I'm weak[00:56.634]Overdosed on phenobarbital, it's part of my mystique[01:00.463]So in '97 I gave up my future. I'd been raised-[01:04.205]-to reject my human nature in the hopes that I'd be praised[01:08.054]I thought SOS meant save our souls instead it meant jack shit[01:11.799]'Cause nobody came to help me when I told myself I'd quit[01:15.716]I trusted blindly, was it wrong for me to latch on tight?[01:19.504]'Cause I didn't realise nettles stung and apples weren't all white[01:23.677]Ignorance is bliss or maybe ignorance is bait[01:27.128]'Cause I didn't deserve heaven, but I'm standing at its gate[01:30.950]Was I the only one to question anything they said?[01:34.911]I take it back, I'll follow till I fly or till I'm dead[01:38.529]My immortal evolutionary traits are still intact[01:42.283]I am unapologetic for the empathy I lacked[01:45.901]I left my body back in Cali, I'm not bothered to return[01:49.838]The taste of apple sauce and vodka aren't my main concerns[01:54.253][02:01.589]Giving up is easy when the default's to survive[02:05.188]'Cause a better life will only cost three quarters and a five[02:09.077]I'll meet you in the promised paradise we often preach[02:12.813]So I'd hope for liberation, but that isn't what we teach[02:17.696][02:18.585]My immortal evolutionary traits are still intact[02:22.314]I am unapologetic for the apathy I lacked[02:26.153]I left my body back in San Diego, Santa Fe[02:29.955]They could tell me fxcking nonsense with the knowledge I'd obey