[00:00.771]I have so much faith in the fact that things will all go wrong.[00:05.667]I'd never doubt that.[00:07.712]I'll never doubt it again.[00:10.392]Struggling with the fear, it's eating me alive.[00:14.418]I need a chance to survive.[00:18.669]Hate, subconscious rage, relapse again into my ways.[00:23.538]Reshape the philosophy of what I see versus what I believe.[00:28.587]Burdened by the weight on my back I don't know exactly where I went wrong.[00:36.653]With my own eyes I've seen the innocent die,[00:40.088]I watched the multitudes lie through their teeth to all the homeless in the streets.[00:45.654]I hear them say they want a truth, they want peace, they want it handed to them,[00:51.103]yet they don't even want to dig.[00:57.920]Paint my insides black, not like it matters in the end.[01:05.087]I'll do whatever it takes to get me in.[01:10.637]And on my skin, I'll paint it white, I'm free from sin.[01:19.969]I'm free from sin, oh god I'm desperate.[01:24.317]I need to feel heaven in my hands.[01:28.834]Wandering, my mind, we go our separate ways.[01:33.268]I found my faith in relation again.[01:37.799]I reconsider every moment that I spend.[01:41.950]I have so much faith in the fact that things will all go wrong.[01:46.759]I'll never doubt that, I'll never doubt it again.[01:51.283]Struggling with the fear, it's eating me alive.[01:55.717]I need a chance to survive.[01:59.966]Just know, I didn't want to assume the worst.[02:04.314]Just know, I didn't want to be of this world.[02:08.832]I know that I always assume the worst.[02:13.216]I know the world assumes the worst of me.[02:27.865]And now I feel the judgement of the masses.[02:31.197]There's no "I think I believe", there's only things I can see.[02:36.899]Lingering in the basement of your mind is that fear that you were wrong all along.[02:45.828]It's my deepest fear.[03:15.679]Go on, expose the truth for what it is